I Fear Death and Time

I choose not to believe in time.

It occurred to me that I spend about half my day thinking about death. The rest of the time I'm looking for things to make me laugh, so that I can stop thinking about death. Every minute spent grooming myself is a minute spent on fearing time and old age. I might concede that my mind goes blank during those hours when I'm working - but then, I'm almost always thinking about time.